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ravenswept) wrote2012-01-01 06:30 pm
ravenswept) wrote2012-01-01 06:30 pm
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Screw 2011
Well... what a year.
I'm ready to forget it for the most part.
Not that it was "bad" so much as there was a lot of backtracking more than forward movement. I didn't hit bottom, but numerically I did hit zero, and half way through the year had to restart myself.
And really, I think that's what I'm going to do with 2012; restart myself. Nothing drastic, but a sense of making myself stronger. There's a lot of crap I went through over the past year that I wouldn't have had I just not... "been myself" seems harsh, but there were better ways of handling it. And now I'm in more a position to make happen what I want.
I'll do a full year review later, but for now here are, not resolutions, but things I want to make happen:
- Become more confident
- Focus my attention
- Fear less
- Act sure
- Direct
- Focus
Abstract, but still specific. There's a lot to do, and time keeps seeming to pick up speed.
I'm ready to forget it for the most part.
Not that it was "bad" so much as there was a lot of backtracking more than forward movement. I didn't hit bottom, but numerically I did hit zero, and half way through the year had to restart myself.
And really, I think that's what I'm going to do with 2012; restart myself. Nothing drastic, but a sense of making myself stronger. There's a lot of crap I went through over the past year that I wouldn't have had I just not... "been myself" seems harsh, but there were better ways of handling it. And now I'm in more a position to make happen what I want.
I'll do a full year review later, but for now here are, not resolutions, but things I want to make happen:
- Become more confident
- Focus my attention
- Fear less
- Act sure
- Direct
- Focus
Abstract, but still specific. There's a lot to do, and time keeps seeming to pick up speed.